Everything in my life is great except for myself.. and love. I love love so much.. and ive found it.. but it hasnt found me. And myself.. i dont know.. no matter how many times people compliment me or my ways.. i dont think i can really accept how i look ever.
I know i complain a lot here.. but even so.. im suprised i havent gone to cut myself.. or do drugs.. or any of that stupid shit. Im glad i have my friends to protect me.. near or far...
Please dont let me mess myself up. I doubt i will.. people who relaly know how know how i never would try, but you never know with people. I feel like i can control myself.. like i really can, but i see so many sad stories around me about how people go out of control.. whats keeping me under?
Now that i think about it.. i truly think its my friends. Thanks yall.
How I Feel: thoughtful
Listening To: The Pixies - Where Is My Mind