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jamisonmaximous
jamisonmaximous
back off cranberry man, take your sales trophy and take a vacation
How did my life turn out... so.. Semi-Perfect? Im so happy on the outside.. yet im so sad on the inside.. I have all the friends i could want ot need, i have two friends that are the most special people to me, people that others rarely have. Im glad i got to be so lucky, im glad i got to experience the experiences i still get today..

Everything in my life is great except for myself.. and love. I love love so much.. and ive found it.. but it hasnt found me. And myself.. i dont know.. no matter how many times people compliment me or my ways.. i dont think i can really accept how i look ever.

I know i complain a lot here.. but even so.. im suprised i havent gone to cut myself.. or do drugs.. or any of that stupid shit. Im glad i have my friends to protect me.. near or far...

Please dont let me mess myself up. I doubt i will.. people who relaly know how know how i never would try, but you never know with people. I feel like i can control myself.. like i really can, but i see so many sad stories around me about how people go out of control.. whats keeping me under?

Now that i think about it.. i truly think its my friends. Thanks yall.

How I Feel: thoughtful thoughtful
Listening To: The Pixies - Where Is My Mind

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maxwelldubious From: maxwelldubious Date: March 25th, 2005 06:41 am (UTC) (Link)
regardless of the cirumstance man, i will always be here for you dude.
jamisonmaximous From: jamisonmaximous Date: March 25th, 2005 07:16 am (UTC) (Link)
yeah dude ditto man, 16 years cant come between our shit
jamisonmaximous From: jamisonmaximous Date: March 25th, 2005 07:17 am (UTC) (Link)
you know what i meant
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